self doubt | lacephotograph

back to reality

lacephotograph Mar 26, 2009 18:13

Stats kicked my ass all day yesterday. I haven't done that much math since my last HSC exam back in 2006. It was so hard to get back into the math mindset. I managed though, but I've still got three chapters to do so that I'll be caught up, and it's starting to get hard now. I'm fine with the SPSS stuff cause it's all computer stuff, but doing ( Read more... )

work, musings on life, self doubt, pierce, social anxiety, leash, phone stuff, shopping, money matters, relationship ideals, my depression, tom, tom's work, psychology, study, tom's family, gary, work friends, birthdays, mum

pretty young things

lacephotograph Dec 30, 2008 13:51

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self doubt, musings on life, confidence, online friends, helping people, suicide/depression

one of those days

lacephotograph Nov 19, 2008 12:26

It's got to be some kind of obvious when someone that you just write words to online notices that you're upset from some simple, ambiguous sentence. I don't know where he got it from, but all of a sudden Dirk wrote "Trina, are you ok?" and I'm sitting here going "what? I didn't say anything about not being ok...". It's something so weirdly obvious ( Read more... )

motivation, musings on life, tom, my depression, books, self doubt, self harm, vincie, david, online friends, anti-depressants, counselling, inspiration

pretty

lacephotograph Sep 19, 2008 09:04

Today I want to be pretty, but I'm really doubting whether I can pull it off.

I just keep remembering the last time I sent Drena some photos of me, and she said you could see the sadness in my eyes. If it's there, than why does no one notice it? I don't know if I want to face Precious today after I've planned to go to her party tomorrow night and ( Read more... )

drena, self doubt, tired/sleep, confidence